Im slipping away from myself; Im moving towards the person I tried not to be.. but what is inside has to come out. Then perhaps, I have been foolish in my beliefs.. and stagnant in my thoughts. Im not sure how I feel about this.. perhaps i dont feel about this at all.
Iam manifold what I thought I'd be.. and yet I feel Im half the man I was.
Im desperate for contentment. Why have I changed so much? There was once a time when I found contentment in my most desperate moments. I seek.. aimlessly and with reckless disregard.. to find something I dont know about. Sometimes I feel as though Ive just lost that something.
I feel as if its passing me by. And that time is running out for me. I have to stop.. And I might just have to turn around.
